Saturday, December 31, 2011

New year resolution

2012
It's just a figure for me, nothing special to celebrate, nothing to look forward
Life still keep on going, workload is still there, problems still need to be solved
However, I still have a little resolution
1. Go back continue study for my professional paper
2. Have more freedom with friend, hang around with beloved friends
3. To get healthier
4. To get prettier
5. To have the six figure in my bank account!

Monday, December 19, 2011

My land

This blog has become my little small dream land
A peaceful land
I can tell everything from the bottom from my heart


Sunday, December 11, 2011

My Christmas Pressie

This year I received a very special Xmas present. Instead of a big greennish Xmas tree, I got a red wooden tree filled with handmade snowmen, xmas bells and xmas balls. Those little decos were hanging with metal tiny hock. It was indeed made with care and definitely not hand made by the one who present me :P However, no doubt chosen carefully by him.
Cute little tut-tut train, soooo cute. I do not know beside cute what word to describe.
See? Those snowmen were hanging like this on the tree, they will move a little when breeze blow.

Tuesday, December 6, 2011

【那些年,我們一起追的女孩】電影主題曲《那些年》官方正式MV


Hi dear friends, it has been a long time since I updated my blog.

Busy month for me to chase sales lar, that's why when I have time I try to relax without touching my laptop...now that I have time to keep you guys updated.

I believed everyone must have been watching this movie < You are an apple of my eye>
OH MY GOSH! The theme song is driving me crazy! I have been listening non stop day and night. I just love it don't ask me why!

Actually this movie doesn't really give me a big hu-ha as I do not have any lovey dovey story during high school. However, what really touched my heart was the part where the main actor said : When you really really love a girl, you will wish her all the very best and have a blessed life with her love one even thought you are not with her anymore.
如果你真的很喜歡一個女孩,當她有人疼、有人愛、你會真心真意的祝福她。♥



Friday, September 9, 2011

九月

最近有个习惯
喜欢按进去陌生人的部落格
看看别人小小世界的想法
六个星期的病假
让我胡思乱想
做人有点颓废的感觉

大学生涯
让我学习了独立
思想上
有什么事
我都会尽量自己扛,自己解决
变得我不是很会和人商量东西

但,始终觉得
这世界
本来就有很多不同的人,不同的生活,不同的遭遇就算是逆境,
也是可以生存的
生命就是很奇妙考验不断让人成长
当然虽然很多时候想放弃,或是很愤怒
老实说,是正常的
如果一条路永远是直的,平坦的,没有曲折
那永远就体会不到转弯的刺激
上山和下山的快感
人生其实就是一样不是吗?

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

My hospitalized days

On a lovely Sunday night, the greedy stomach suddenly cried non stop, made noise.
Until the next morning, the pain was not subset, without hesitation, I rushed to family Dr once the clinic opened, Dr have not idea what was going on, so, she referred me to Sunway Hospital.
Here I was, did scanning, ultrasounds, finally Dr diagnosed my whole stomach filled with blood, the blood suppressed my nerve when I lied down which caused my body ached. Operation decision was made!
I being poked a few holes on my hand due to glucose dripped and pain killer injected, pain like hell! 
  After the operation, blood pipes, glucose pipes and urine pipes were inserted into my body. 
On the first two days, I was not able to laugh nor walk.Many friends and colleagues came by visited. Until the third day, thank god i was able to go down from bed, walked in small distance and laughed alone in the ward while watched Mr BEAN!
 My pale face, first time ever in my life I was hospitalized! 
Please no more next time! I was not able to bare to pain anymore!

No solid food until the 2nd day, I able to drink plain water, Dr made sure no vomit then I started to take porridge, mee sua, rice....all home cooked by my lovely mummy.Without her, I would not recovered that fast. This was my third day breakfast, wholemeal bread with butter jam.

 Hospital meal..yucks :( Chinese believed patient cannot eat chicken after operation yet they served chicken. Mummy finished all the hospital meal and me get to eat home cooked!
 Che Choeng, the vietnam boy and my Most beloved cousin, Chloe visited me, played in the ward
Celebrated my dear birthday in hospital. He was so excited waiting for his birthday pass few weeks, sang the "its my birthday song" on the phone for few nights, yet I can't celebrate with him outside . I promised to replace a nice one for you :)

 Good shot by Chloe

When I can start to laugh and talk

Million of thank you who came on my operation day and stopped by to visit! 



















Faith

Faith is believe in something which cannot be seen
Do I still have the faith ?
I doubt.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

本小姐的思想是很简单的
不要跟我复杂化
我所说的纯粹是个statement
不需要analysis
也不需要judegement
人。简简单单
会开心些

Monday, June 20, 2011

五月六月


好久没有上来了
我的fans 都等得不耐烦了
快点啦!
原因是本小姐的电脑插头坏了
用别人的电脑, 灵感迟迟没到
干脆就搁着不写了
现在就来update下这几个星期的琐碎吧!

大家都hit到target了, 不做咯,跑上云顶轻松下
来个大合照
三个卖牛奶粉的美女。。哈哈哈

越南我来咯!
熊猫帽!
閹娃!

人生本来就是应该享受
本人不是工作狂
周末只想坐在咖啡厅
喝喝茶,吃吃甜品
爱上了starbucks的咖啡,浓郁的frappucino, 最佳的下午茶

星巴克的蓝莓乳酪蛋糕赞! 好吃过 secret recipe的多多倍!
那乳酪蛋糕,入口即融化在口里
我才知道什么叫佳品!

三个星期出席 Tj n Mic的婚礼
男才女貌的一对
TJ, 快快啦
我等不及看 Tj Junior 了
肥肥的他
Eunice n Cheryl

Friday, April 22, 2011

安然

很多时候


事情的结果不是我们所能掌控的



就算我们发心的去做一件事,努力将它做得再好



结局往往也不一定能是我们所期望的,



就是无常。可是我们仍然需要去努力,



仍然需要对未来充满希望,因为只有这样,



才有成功的可能。就算没有成功,因为我们努力了



可以坦然,安然

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Door

When I read the messages
My tears drop
When I seen the pictures
Memories flooded
Just a simple wording
I realized I am blessed!

Monday, April 11, 2011

学会了独立
学会了不再依靠

习惯了沉静
习惯了不再喧闹

选择了坚强
选择了不再脆弱

决定了开始
决定了不再结束

等待的过程
缓慢的

期待过渡期
需要耐心还是耐心

Sunday, March 27, 2011

相信

他每次一忙,不得空找我的时候
我就看这些照片
然后要想。。
拍这种照片的时候 我们是在做什么。。怎样的情况。。
然后我就知道。。
他是爱我的。。
只是忙 不得空。。
最忙的时候把最重要的人放在最后,
是因为“相信”

朋友说
Don't hurt the person who love you
爱他
就要接受他的一切
爱他
就要包容

不是我要发脾气
不是因为那个爱字
我需要这样咩
探索着
因了解而分开,是不是真的???

Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Sanctum


期待已久的Sanctum终于上映了
叫那死家伙陪我看, 竟然给我吃炸胡
算了,懒得吵
好弟弟待我放工后陪我看

这部电影我看了很有感触
好动的我, 好彩拿了潜水牌,也爬了马来西亚最高的高峰
要不然,打死我都不潜水不爬山了!
戏里的高潮,莫过于演员在冒险所面对的危险
征服水神和山神还真不简单

还有让我浪费了一公升的眼泪的画面--父爱!
哭到眼睛肿肿, 让我想到真的要惜爱!
人在选择生存的权利里,还是会有自私的一面
人不为己,天诛地灭

我和表姐学潜水的画面
还很清晰
她拖着我的手,在海里,游着游着
教练还说,她的技术一流
我连mask clearing到现在,还是不会
戏里的女生,就是因为不会而就这样赔上了性命给水神
有股冲动,下星期就飞到沙巴潜水
见见那色色的教练

Saturday, February 12, 2011

傻瓜

疯狂的我
做了笨蛋傻瓜做的事
二话不说
晚上吃饱后
驾车往他的办公室去
给了他一个拥抱。。。
Relationship very fragile
我只想好好的维持这份感情


Monday, February 7, 2011

忍让是美德!

Sunday, January 23, 2011

何处

已经不会用文字来表达了
无奈了
经营一份爱情
就像浇花
需要时间灌溉

压力让我喘不过气
只想
分开冷静
也许会让彼此再想
是否还有选择的权利

忘了是怎么会爱上你
心连心的那刻
手牵手的那刻
希望时间就此停住

Saturday, January 8, 2011

崭新的一年

崭新的一年
有了新的目标
依旧觉得自己的思想
还是跟不上岁月的步伐
还是有点小孩子气
风筝和手掌沙的道理
探索了
明暸了

人生中
爱情,事业, 友情
是需要岁月的磨练

还是在学习的过程中
需要知己的开导

还是觉得很幸福
拥有这样的知己

但愿 
一切会是美好的

Thursday, January 6, 2011

茫然了

如果这个世界上没有爱情
会是怎样的呢?

如果人与人之间不会相爱
纯粹是好朋友的关系
世界会不会简单一点呢?

在热恋的朋友们也许会想
没有了爱情
生活单调了些
恋爱也不见得好

但你发觉原来你不是那么爱他
或是他不是那么爱你时
心情会有点起伏
茫然的会去寻找安全感

电话线突然断了
铃声再没响起
也许
你说得对
找一个他爱你多过你爱他的
你会比较幸福
然而
爱情有这样衡量的吗?
多的定义可以用公分或宽度来算吗?

其实想想
单身好
不开心的时候可以大喊寂寞, 开心的时候可以自己的逍遥
不用等候着谁的回话,更不用想着制造浪漫
不用花时间想自己是不是哪里做错了
不用在去牵挂,不用再去流泪

Monday, January 3, 2011

臭医生

新的一年刚开工
就被医生打来骂我骂到乱
无辜到!!!

不是我的错!!!
是Account Department死都不要换 credit term
order release不到
医生打来骂
我去跟 Account manager说 urgent release 又被他骂
还说我不够勤劳收账!
骂了还是release不到
120天的烂账
公司不要批
关我屁事啊
我夹在两个火山中间
能怎样?!?!?!
老板不是我啊
不是我不要出货给你
是不是要我进warehouse偷出来给你?

PJ不是我的area
是 pj 的rep没有service到
又是我的错
医生要我去PJ 找他
可是不是我的区啊
哪里可以踩过界

你不是第一次了
骂人不用本
我见的是你请回来的代班医生
你这么不爽我见代班医生
你就不要请咯
我才不要赚你那几千块的生意
我的货又不是出得比人快
你的帐那么烂
做你的生意都难
货你就要
钱又迟迟不要给
Dr Alan比你好一百倍!

被你骂了还要被上司打来说我service差
妈的!没有一个医生说我service差
两百个就只有你有问题!

Dato的医生都没有你那么霸比
你是我见到那么多医生里面
最没有品的一个!